oN FridAy i Went tO See GoThika witH anthony and my lil sisters,my cousin and my friends.. it was pretty fun.. That movie is So great and it was hella scary.. i'm not a big fan of scary movies...but since Halle berry was it this i was like fuck it i'm gonna see this movie,cuzz she is an amazing actress..mang the movies were fuckin hella packed.. and it cost so much now and days just to watch a freakin movie tho.. its such a waste of money tooo..$9.00 to get in.. wtf is that ? i could go eat dinner with $9.oo!hahahaha....oh Wells...i finally been goin to school...for a couple of days... and it is so boring...i mean if the teachers make school fun i would go everyday..but since they don't, i havent been going to school for at least 2 months...but now i have to go to skool now, cuzz my mom is payin me to go to skool and i'm doin it for her anyways hhahah..So anyways i'm at my friend Adam's house and my friends are drinkin, upset for me and anthony.. so we decided to take lil pictures of us..yeah i just dyed my hair dark red...MARY i update my xanga for u to Read! alot of people always come up to mee and tell me to update my xanga cuzz they wanna read it.. and they say i always put pictures up for them to look at..wow people REAd my xanga!!!i feel so loved!hahaha goodbye ladies and gentleman

 

 

 

 

 

         AMY                     NanCiEE                  mE                       AnGie

Back in the days when i had short hair

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 Happy birthday to my dear o cousin Miss Lisa Nguyen

and one of my closest buddys Miss Tuyen Nguyen...

Have fun you guys and I hope all of your wishes come

true..... i   you guys ...........

                      R.I.P Uncle Lo  

  TodAy WAs thE SAdeSt DAy in mY wholE life thaT i haVE EVEr bEEN through.... iT was 5:48 am When mY deaR cousin TU called me and he told me that my uncle had a 24 hour notice that he was gonna die.....So i tolD him to get me a ride but he didnt know anyone who would give me a ride at this hour and then my mom got on the phone and said that she would pick me up at 9:00 am ! so i SAid ok ~ and i wenT to slEEp`..rigHT at 9:oo my cousin Tu called me and said that my uncle passed away already at 8:52 am.......and all i can think is "whY"...... so i called my friend and he took me to the hospital right away.. i left wid anthony... and the only thing that i had in my mind was just be strong for your family .....and right when i got there and i went into the room that he died in... yEA he was still layin on the bed peacefully.....i broke down in tears and i relized that i lost my uncle.... he looked so pale...and i kept cryin and cryin.... i kept thinkin this cant be true no it cant.... so i came up to him and held his cold hands.... and i still cant belive he's gone..the ro0m was so cold... i can feel his spirit..so hours later i'm still in the hospital room cryin and more of my family is comin by ..... it makes me so sad to see my favorite uncle die... i mean my uncle had a great sense of humor..he was like my second father to me ....i cant even remember a time that he was so mean to me....... i swear all i can think of is old memories of my uncle.... So anyways hours have already passed away.. and it was about time to put him in a different place ... and everywhere i looked some one in my family was cryin.. it makes me sad to sEE all of my family sad and in pain..... so finally i went back to my uncle's house to pray.... and right when i got in the house all i can do is cry... i just cant belive that i have to pray for my uncle so early .. he was a young man stilll....gosh i miss him so much.. i relized that this has brought all of my family really closer..... they are so great... later on lisa came down from the bay and she talked to me for a min,  she made me relized alot of stuff....thanks lisa... after a while i felt really tired so i went home wid anthony.... thanks anthony for bein there for me... i love u ... u proved alot of things to me ... so my cousin lisa and nguyen took us home.. and i fell alsleep.. and all i can think of in my dream is that my uncle is sayin my name and askin for help..... gosh i love him with all my heart ......so for some reason i woke up and i started to cry on anthony ...... and i still cant belive that hes gone... in my mind i can picture his smile and his vocie and how he laughs and how he would look at life...i am just so sad right now .. man it is gonna be so hard for his family ... i sit there and think what would i do if that was my dad .. they are so strong ... no mattter what ur family will always be there for u no matter what... i know my uncle is in a better place right now.. hes gonna be our family's gardian angel...to all of my family members, if u guys are readin this .... i love u guys very much and blood is thicker then water....

                                10/10/03 8:52 am

                                                                         

   1o things i hatE about anthonY

1)he haS a bad ASs TempEr              

2)hE neVEr smilES

3)hE GeTs maD vErY eaSY

4)he sAgS to mucH(pull thosE panTs up)

5)heS to skinNy

6)hE talkS to GhEtTo

7)hE shitS to mucH

8)i haTe hiS hairY leGS

9)i haTe hoW hE snorEs

10)i haTe how hE walkS

    10 thinGs i loVe abouT anthonY

1)i loVe hoW hE trEAts me

2)i loVe how hE CArES foR mE

3)i lovE hoW hE kiSSes mE

4)i loVE hoW hE spoils mE

5)i lovE hoW hE TReats kiDs

6)i lovE hoW hE admiReS mE

7)i loVE hoW hE takEs CarE oF me

8)i loVe howS hE's theRe for mE

9)i loVe hoW heS down foR mE

10)i loVe  hoW he'll nEVer stoP loVinG mE

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.">

well i Was i ReallY borEd anD i camE aCroSs thiS from tAkin A quiZ~ i thoughT this Was REallY cutE ~ iT ReminDed me oF mE and ANthonY ` i noticE We always haVe to holD hanDS no mAtTEr whaT ` eVen At school i alwayS wanT to hold hiS hanD (itS noT a baD thinG) i just so use to hiS touCh ~i guESs wheN u SpeNd alot of timE witH thE perSon u lovE u jusT CanT EvEr piCtruE liFe wiThouT thaT perSoN`i gueSs thaTS whAt yoU cAll TruE loVe=)......................

           heRe'S a list oF what i think oF pEopLe

anthonY trAN~ worDs CanT explaiN hoW i Fe3l foR u!

JuliE-ThankS foR alwayS beinG thERe foR mE  i lovE u

aDaM-Damn uR so nicE anD uR suCH an unDErcover KillER                                                          

jas0n- u lil SluT buT uR a g0oD bRotHEr 

tonY - i'M soRRy i foRgot to put uR namE ~ i hopE u forgiVe mE~Well i cAn neVEr tHank yoU eNouGH oF hoW much u HElp3D mE ouT eVen thO u liVe iN L.A iT doesnT meAn wE canT talk aNymorE ~ uR still mY buDDy hiT me up sometimeS ~

miSs amY- u aRe so prEtty and SwEEt 

 miSs tuyeN - girL u aRe so GHetto buT u haVe a go0D heaRT ~

mY lil cousiN StEphanY~thiS giRl shE camE to visiT mE anD shE wenT homE 3 DayS laTEr ~ i wiSH u Can StaY lonGEr~i haD fun Wid YoU`i loVe yoU!!!

miSsIrenE - u likE figHt alot thats hoW i'm likE t0o 

miSsiRmA-thiS girl iS Crazy she'll kill u in SeconDs haha

miSsanGiE- u ARE a hootCh buT a G0oD friEnD

miSsjeAneT- thiS giRl shE'S spoRTy anD i heaRd she Can Whoop ASs~sTAy sWEet

miSsthU- i knoW We ainT cloSe no morE buT i Still luv u!  

mY cousion NguyEn- shE'S GheTTo buT i alWayS loo0kEd up t0 hEr  SinCE i WAs liTtlE.............anD i lovE heR VErY muCh~~bESt wiSHEs foR u anD uR boY!

mY couison DanNy- ThankS foR alWays WatChinG my back- oH yeah thiS niGGAh he knoWS how to cloWn hE goTS majoR jokES~

 miSsNumNum- daMn i neVer sEen u maD EVER sinCe i met U ~ uR a SWeEt hEART 

miSsNanCiEe- uR A shoRt peRson but onE oF thE pREtTyESt shoRt pErson i knoW !    

 miSsAnna-uR fun to kiCk it wiD u makE mE lauGh

aloT ..................

miSsChriStinA.S-tHAts mY GiRl riGHt thERe ~ shE gotS a JOB everyone sheS a balleR hahahaha

miSsanniE- thiS wilD chilD  

mY cousiOn Van- i lovE thaT GiRl shES ReallY niCe anD shE shoulD knoW i woulD nEVer takE anYone's siDE ~ i loVE all oF mY cousion'S equally ~takE CARe oF uR selF ~

miSs SomAlEe- mANg thAt giRl CAn HellA EAt buT still she StaYS hEllA skinnY ~~ haha

joHN.S- Damn thatS my olD sChool BuDDy heS nEVer meaN to mE!   

  jackson_ thaTs mY boY heS hEllA down to DriNk and hEs doWn to kiCk iT hES onE oF mY FavoRitE buDDys 

SkiNny kaU- heS fuNNy !!     

miChEAl.S - he iS so quieT!hE doesnT leAVE mE HanGin wHen i haNG ouT wiD him!  hEs Also onE oF mY favoRitE buDDy!!

biG kaU - heS doWn to smokE any onE ouT !  

SArn- alWayS tryin to h0llA aT FemalES hahaha

mY lil siStERs - u guyS aRE annoyin buT i loVe u raTS

mY cousions - i have muCh loVe foR u guys !

miSsd0nnA- whoA u Been mY gril sinCE We WEre in 3rd GRADe

miSsRoNa- thiS giRl shE AlWAyS wanTs to go ouT anD whEN i haVe timE anD i Call heR sheS gonE somwheRE ` but sheS a cutiE piE~

  miSsmaRychoW- u Were mY firSt frienD in miDdle sChool thankS foR EVEry thinG

 miSsyinG-Damn We ran Away toGEtheR whoA we goT caugHt too hahaha   

miSschRiStinE- uR thE smaRtest ouT of thE kREw i giVe u maD propS ~ 

miSSmeliSSa- thaT girl eATs so mucH anD she StaYs hellla skinny to0~wTF??  

miSsnoRmA- thaTs my loVer hahahah j/k   

miSsmimi- shEs onE of thE tougH girlS out thERe

miSsjennifErcruZ- shES a notCh 

miSs ShaRmAYnE- thiS GirL sheS pREtTy anD Tall thaTS makeS heR a moDel hahaahha

 miSSjaSminE- shE haS biG tiTS anD sheS smaRT whaT a nice packAge 

miSsniNa-shE'S alwayS bEEn prETTy ~i'm jeAlouS~ 

miSsphamE- thiS girl haS a biG buTt anD shEs SWeeT

miSsginkY- i Gave heR thaT niCk namE anD We goT exspellEd togETHEr~ 

 miSsMeagan- shE can DanCE

miSsGeNeViE-she's prETTy and shE haS a go0d senSe of humoR!!!!  

 HelenLu- i CanT Trust u n0 moRE i haVe my REAsonS

 to Dem HatERs - fuCk yoU u ainT shiT t0 mE!

ok if foRgoT abouT anyonE jusT tell mE anD i'll put somethinG about yoU ok !!!!!

supp babe...i juss got home from stocctown.. and i really miss you a lot.. so i hope when u read dis message.. youll know that im tinking about you and that i miss you.. i hope ur havin fun in da bay... it was koo kiccin it wit mah homies.. but u kept runnin thru mah mind... newayz babe..hope u come home soon.. i miss you a lot!!!! I love you

                                       Yo husband

                                       Anthony aka a loc

woW thiS WeekEnD i WAs so BuzY~ on fridaY i WenT cluBbinG wiD angiE Anna DAviD anD michEAl ~ We WenT to cluB someThinG i forgoT`it Was ok ~ We WERe thE onlY asian'S there ~ but iT didnT makE uS scaRed or anythinY ~ wE all Still goT ouR frEAk on~ We goT homE arounD 4 am ~ whoA i WAs so trieD ~anD Then on SAT i haD to WakE up At 7 am to gEt ReaDy to Go to A wEddinG wiD aNthony anD hiS familY ~ i WAs trieD anD mY lEGs were so damn soRE from Freak DAncinG ~so i WenT to thE WeddinG and mET anthony'S SidE of thE familY~ theY WERe nicE ! anD i think i goT kinDA buZz After drinknG 6-8 Shots oF heNessY ~ i WAS DrinkinG wiD hiS cuzzinG~ aFTEr thaT i STayEd in StocKton and slEpT aT hiS mom'S housE ~ hiS house iS so prETTy foR A stockton housE ~ So i WenT to slEep anD wokE up aT 12 to go homE ` hiS daD to0k uS homE ~ so i took a naP At anthony'S houSe foR likE 2 houRs anD i haD to wakE agaiN to go to thu'S sis WEdDinG ` hEr name is lao~ shE lookEd hellA prETty aT thE WeddinG  So anyWayS We goT ReaDY anD leFt to mY mommy'S houSE ~ anD mY moM took uS to hAppY gaRDeN ~ thE WedDing WAs ok cuZz theRE Was aloT oF fobbY guys theRE ` anD they WEre tRying AcT likE theY werE Ko0l by DriNkin anD cuSsin , so i Just muGGed theM ` buT At leaSt i got to SpenD timE wiD my family anD FriendS anD thE moSt imporTant  oF all i goT to spend timE wid anthonY `

                    wOW whAT a WeekEnD !!!