October 11, 2003
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R.I.P Uncle Lo
TodAy WAs thE SAdeSt DAy in mY wholE life thaT i haVE EVEr bEEN through…. iT was 5:48 am When mY deaR cousin TU called me and he told me that my uncle had a 24 hour notice that he was gonna die…..So i tolD him to get me a ride but he didnt know anyone who would give me a ride at this hour and then my mom got on the phone and said that she would pick me up at 9:00 am ! so i SAid ok ~ and i wenT to slEEp`..rigHT at 9:oo my cousin Tu called me and said that my uncle passed away already at 8:52 am…….and all i can think is “whY”…… so i called my friend and he took me to the hospital right away.. i left wid anthony… and the only thing that i had in my mind was just be strong for your family …..and right when i got there and i went into the room that he died in… yEA he was still layin on the bed peacefully…..i broke down in tears and i relized that i lost my uncle…. he looked so pale…and i kept cryin and cryin…. i kept thinkin this cant be true no it cant…. so i came up to him and held his cold hands…. and i still cant belive he’s gone..the ro0m was so cold… i can feel his spirit..so hours later i’m still in the hospital room cryin and more of my family is comin by ….. it makes me so sad to see my favorite uncle die… i mean my uncle had a great sense of humor..he was like my second father to me ….i cant even remember a time that he was so mean to me……. i swear all i can think of is old memories of my uncle…. So anyways hours have already passed away.. and it was about time to put him in a different place … and everywhere i looked some one in my family was cryin.. it makes me sad to sEE all of my family sad and in pain….. so finally i went back to my uncle’s house to pray…. and right when i got in the house all i can do is cry… i just cant belive that i have to pray for my uncle so early .. he was a young man stilll….gosh i miss him so much.. i relized that this has brought all of my family really closer….. they are so great… later on lisa came down from the bay and she talked to me for a min, she made me relized alot of stuff….thanks lisa… after a while i felt really tired so i went home wid anthony…. thanks anthony for bein there for me… i love u … u proved alot of things to me … so my cousin lisa and nguyen took us home.. and i fell alsleep.. and all i can think of in my dream is that my uncle is sayin my name and askin for help….. gosh i love him with all my heart ……so for some reason i woke up and i started to cry on anthony …… and i still cant belive that hes gone… in my mind i can picture his smile and his vocie and how he laughs and how he would look at life…i am just so sad right now .. man it is gonna be so hard for his family … i sit there and think what would i do if that was my dad .. they are so strong … no mattter what ur family will always be there for u no matter what… i know my uncle is in a better place right now.. hes gonna be our family’s gardian angel…to all of my family members, if u guys are readin this …. i love u guys very much and blood is thicker then water….
10/10/03 8:52 am
Comments (11)
hey thuy just wanted to tell u i love u very much! I cant believe that we lost one of our uncles =*( never experienced anything like this before and we all hella miss uncle lo. He was so nice and funny. Wish I couldve been there with everyone yesterday. I just cant believe somethin like this is happening in our family…why?! Just wanted to let u kno that I love u to death and that we are all here for each other. love u cuzzin! take care of yourself and uncle lo will always be in our hearts and prayers-Linh
aww you and yer boyfriend are soo cute. haha i came to yer page thinking that i knew you cuz you have the same exact name as my homegirl haha as in last and first name. crazy huh? but awww you and yer boy are soo cute together ok then just wanted to say hey heyy and nice page! k byeee!!!
ptds.. what school are you from??
oh i jest read your entry.. i hope you and your family feel betterr..
-hugs- sorri to hear about ur uncle…i’m here if you wanna talk..
hey thuy… how ya doing… i hope ur feeling better… look on my weblog i have a special message 4 u on there… hope u lyke it take karez k?….luv ya
sorry to hear about ur uncle dying. keep your head up girl..
heya thuy i hope u feel better i know ..how it feelz to have a person das close to you die…i hope everything works out okay and remeber i’m alwayz here if u needa talk okay sweetie? keep ur head up…but itz alwayz okay to cry..LovE yOoh!
I LOVE U cuz…~_-
im sorry about your uncle thuy… [RIP]
hey babygerl.. how u doin so far? .. better riote? well holla back at me babez. *muahz
Man dood I hella hope u can get thourgh this stuff ya noe imma not xactly some smart Jewish guy with wise wurds im just some lil Muslim child but ya noe losing pple is hard shit I cry when pple in movies die ya noe but now ur uncle gets to live on xperiecnce the real life the eternal life . So ya man when all this anthrax smoke BS clears u’ll feel much stronger than anyone ur age shit look at me i still cry when Mario dies in the Video game ok well See ya at the skool.